Friday, June 3, 2011

Good times till now

It's been a refreshing feeling since past 5-7 days. Had some goog time with the family. A refreshing change. I hope this continues. It really feels nice when you spend time with your family, care for them, work for them & give them your quality time & attention. You feel that freshness coming into you. Anyways, I would also want to move further & spend some time with my friends. It's been around 10 days since I have not spent any time with my friends. Let's see if anything comes up this weekend. By the way on Saturday I would have to be with my family again as my sister's birthday is on Saturday.

At the work front it is a boring time. I am not enjoying the work here. It is like I have been confined to a place where you are bound to do the work in a pattern which has been set by the so called managers. The management is very pathetic. One person changed the job just because of the infefficiency of the management and also because of the environment at the workplace.

I am just waiting for the message from the assignment team. I have submitted the same last Saturday, but still I haven't received any message from them. I have my fingers crossed as I want more work from the assignment team. I think that I need to improve my writing skills. I believe for improving the writing skills, a best way would be to keep writing. I think I should also start working on my ambitious project, writing my own book. It was a good start but then I flaundered & now I am in a position that I have to be strong to start the same again. Well hope for the best.

I haven't moved forward with my NET preparation. I think that I should go in search for a book so that I should start studying.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Starting all over again........after a long time

I have started again. It was a long break. I think I shouldn't have stopped and should have kept on posting the blogs. Should have kept on expressing my views. Well, anyways, better late than never. Last week was a bit of a roller coaster ride. The week started well, in fact normally. In the middle of the week the weather was very good, thus refreshing me as well. But last two days have been a bit tough for me. Inside me I have a self realisation that I am not going on a right direction. Why is it that I do not continue that which I have started? I think it is just that I lack consistency & in fact I lack concentration. I should think of direction and then make my moves. I think that I am moving directionless. I am thinking about NET examination but I haven't yet taken a step towards it except for the fact that I have downloaded last two question papers. I think that I should go in for the books & start studying. I should make it to the December examination. I need to clear this examination. I have time of around six months and I think that is enough time. Should start so that I reach my destination. Start meditation so that it improves my concentration. I think I should also work on my fitness if I want to participate in the Delhi Half Marathon this year. Should start with morning exercises & running. Plan my schedules for the day. Concentrate, concentrate, concentrate, concentrate. Focus on the destination. Set up a time frame for reaching the destination. By next year I should be ready to go for a research job. Sai be with me. OM SAI RAM.