Starting all over again........after a long time

I have started again. It was a long break. I think I shouldn't have stopped and should have kept on posting the blogs. Should have kept on expressing my views. Well, anyways, better late than never. Last week was a bit of a roller coaster ride. The week started well, in fact normally. In the middle of the week the weather was very good, thus refreshing me as well. But last two days have been a bit tough for me. Inside me I have a self realisation that I am not going on a right direction. Why is it that I do not continue that which I have started? I think it is just that I lack consistency & in fact I lack concentration. I should think of direction and then make my moves. I think that I am moving directionless. I am thinking about NET examination but I haven't yet taken a step towards it except for the fact that I have downloaded last two question papers. I think that I should go in for the books & start studying. I should make it to the December examination. I need to clear this examination. I have time of around six months and I think that is enough time. Should start so that I reach my destination. Start meditation so that it improves my concentration. I think I should also work on my fitness if I want to participate in the Delhi Half Marathon this year. Should start with morning exercises & running. Plan my schedules for the day. Concentrate, concentrate, concentrate, concentrate. Focus on the destination. Set up a time frame for reaching the destination. By next year I should be ready to go for a research job. Sai be with me. OM SAI RAM.